“I’m going to smear your insides across a canvas and paint the most beautiful portrait anyone has ever seen.”

The fictional memoir of serial killer Peter Rodriguez. In this, he recounts all of his murders—including the kidnapping of a man whom he video tapes as he starves to death. Raw, unapologetic, and brutality told through the lens of a human with no moral compass. It’s a story dealing with heartbreak, loss, self-hatred, and man’s struggle with their inner demons.

Releases on 11/4/25

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